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Disagreeable ME :o( Yay. I play a different game. It gets me crucified but – Everybody Hurts. Sometimes. Ooooooh. REM?
Disagreeable ME :o( Yay. I play a different game. It gets me crucified but – Everybody Hurts. Sometimes. Ooooooh. REM?
All his mates and Fellows and collaborators? Has a single one posted a video in support of a man clearly in pain and anger and disillusionment? When the money and the subs were rolling in, they were happy to be seen with him. Oooh. Who has failed whom? I believe in Jade. I was skewered… Read More So…WHERE ARE THEY?
Not even Near Death – Jan 30th 2019, collapsed on the kitchen floor and all but gone – stopped me from trying. But there comes a time when we all have to face An Inconvenient Truth. Even if I had died there and then, no one outside of my family would be bothered. It’d’ve change… Read More Acceptance & Moving On : The Painful Truth
That’s me :o) A sigma female is an independent woman who is not afraid to go against the grain. She is aware of societal norms and pressure, however, chooses to do exactly what she wants to do. She is similar to the sigma male as she is happy to be alone and does not need other people… Read More The Epitome of a Sigma Female!
PART ONE : June 2020 AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH, DID YOU KNOW?, HOW VERY DARE I?, SAD, SHAKESPEARE, SPAIN, TRUTH TRUE LIFE STORY Tuesday, 9 June 2020, 14:31 First off – I CANNOT believe that the video below has just turned up in MY yt recommended feed. #Timing When I was 18, I worked a summer season on a Holiday Camp. The… Read More True Life Story….Part 2
Yesterday I was feeling very down. Hopeless. Lifeless. Angry. Confused. Resentful. Victimised. WHY? I had no reason to feel that. I’m doing great. My creativity has never been higher. My connections have never been sweeter. BUT…. Some THING that will not let me go … was totally possessed and determined to lower me to their… Read More Setting THE RECORD STRAIGHT
I’ve done this Biryani before and it took half a day. Even with the hijacking of several males to finish off grinding the spices!!! I’m planning to do it tomorrow so I’m prepping. The Hairy Biker’s Curry book is fabulous. But first… No Time For Wasters :o) P.S. I have a beautiful, huge, old pestle… Read More So Much To Do : So Little Time To Bother with Trivials
…She is just MUCH TOO DIFFICULT. Unpredictable. Different. Intense. Easy to Blame When YOUR Life Goes BatShitCrazy. Best off leaving them alone. Not worth the hassle. Totally a total waste of time and effort FACT!
Hey. Some things just HAVE to be done. I’m just showing. SHE (IT) took and used all of ME and my work for her own self-glorification. I’m related to the man in the image above. Uncle Jim even went to his tomb in Tallin, Estonia. Here we have a video from yt with BOII in… Read More The Celtic Boii Tribe
My Dad was an empath. It’s what made him such a brilliant policeperson. When I once lied to him about who broke his favourite mug he said ……. I can forgive a thief but NEVER a liar. I am my father’s daughter. Liars are the most Heinous of people. Their reasons for lying mean NOTHING.… Read More I Can Forgive a Thief but NEVER a Liar
She is ALWAYS present. We talk a lot and argue and bitch and get all huffy and stand-off-ish with each other. But I have NEVER not (double negative?) revealed her to y’all. I have ALWAYS revealed her… She’s a be-at-ch. We hate but love each other. Co-dependant as eff. Night and day. Male and female.… Read More Visiting My Dark Side
I adore linen. I go slightly giddy and uncontrollable around linen. Once upon a time it was as common as grass. So common that it was used as underclothes beneath the more expensive silks and satins. Now it COSTS an effing fortune to buy by the metre. A FORTUNE. Don’t y’all just love economic and… Read More Champagne Tastes on a Beer Budget : Linen
The quote above belongs to ME now. As in, I’ve come to fully own it through experience. And I WILL stand by it. To be hated for what we ARE is so much better than the lie. In my opinion. Something that I’ve never talked about fully is being psychic, or whatever label you want… Read More The Unbearable Heaviness of Being
The two most influential and Non-Communicative people in my life have been my Dad and his Mum. I’ve talked about Lily before. She died when I was 6 years old and Dad was 28. He adored her too. But neither were demonstrative people. Dour Scottish Presbyterians. But the three of us could talk without words.… Read More It’s In The Genes
So many have spread the myth that when you awaken the trolls, you’ve hit the target. WRONG! I KNOW from real life experience that when you have been hit by an unbearable truth – SILENCE takes over. The mother who has lost her child will go into shock. Her mind/body will shut down. SILENCE. When… Read More Hitting The Target is….NOT BEING TROLLED
I forget many things IRL. like, why did I just walk into this room? What was I going to do? BUT I NVR4GT a copycat :o) I’m a Highlander down to the marrow and back again, hen. I haven’t forgotten the reply to Venus Rose demanding a monkeewrench. Her dearly beloved asked – Are you… Read More N3V3R 4GT : VR Talking about VR
This IS The Road To Hell – if you even try to help. You will lose far more than you gain. Just my opinion.
Not only an Empath but a HIGHLANDER. Highlanders NEVER forget an insult. Forgiveness is something I’m working on – not very well, to be honest! Because to Forgive is Divine and I ain’t no angel.
And they can spot a wannabe a thousand miles away. The only place that I have EVER talked about being an Empath is HERE. I don’t broadcast it all over the place. I have days when I truly HATE being me. Feeling what I feel. Whenever I have HONESTLY pointed out that certain people are… Read More Empaths Are Made of Honesty
From day 1 on ytoob I presented my work with the New Chronology narrative to Martin Liedtke. He very kindly shared this with his subs and other friends. This was 3 years and 5 days ago. To this date (10/1/2020) Fomenko and his team’s work has been at the very core of The Hidden History… Read More Deeply Uncomfortable Life Path
Rudyard Kipling then Annie. The most important of the SIX is WHY? WHY?
I KNOW when I’m being taunted. I just know. Today was an experimental posting day. Yup. Too obvious. Too transparent. Too much of the same old, same old. These people are so blind that they will just keep on repeating…keep on repeating…keep on etc It’s a War of Attrition that they will NEVER end because… Read More SAD as ….?
WATCH OUT!!! Total Narcissist Is Acting Like A Highly Empathic Person They ALWAYS give their truth away without ever realising that all they can see is themselves in a mirror. Thank God :o) Echo…Echo…Echo……….!
Bear with me. It’ll make sense. Eventually! Kirkcaldy – Kirkcoddy in the Scottish vernacular – is minutes away from Kinghorn where my Paternal family were born. Apart from Lily, who was from OFF…Glasgow. New Year’s Eve, Himself spent most of the night in Lincoln doing emergency things. A man drowned in the canal that night… Read More Kirkcaldy & a Giddy Pheasant
When I was a kid, my Dad would mysteriously disappear every New Year’s Eve at about 7/8pm. He’d leave the house carrying a bottle of whisky, some food and a piece of coal. Yes – Being tall, Scottish, with black hair and not bad-looking, he was in High Demand this night. It’s called First Footing.… Read More First Footing & Happy Hogmanay
I was born in Singapore. Whether that has anything to do with this, I’ve know idea. Chinese or Far Eastern practices have always fascinated me. I’ve studied Feng Shui, Tao, I Ching, Acupuncture, Herbs, and their Zodiac. I’m a WATER TIGER. And guess what 2022 is? Ooops. :o)
There are many yt channels worth watching. MANY. Just a small number of them are NOT WORTH MY TIME OR THE STATE OF MY PHYSICAL, SPIRITUAL & MENTAL HEALTH. Fact :o)